While being with a woman was no new experience for me. Sexually, this would be my first time ever being involved with a woman in a way I had never before. As a woman, I know I can speak for all other women when I say. We all get a little curious about what it would be like to have sex with a woman at some point in our life, young or old. “The bisexual” phase, the same one my mom convinced me would go away once I “got some dick” But, here I’am still attracted to women. But, at the same time. long-term I can only see myself with a man.
To be more detailed as to why. The juices of a woman, I know how wet I can get, and how much of a mess I make (wink wink) So to picture my face in such situation (laughs) It makes me hesitant. Don’t get me wrong. I love giving head and pleasing someone.There’s just a big difference between oral sex with a man and oral sex with a woman. I worry about the taste, the smell. Will it make me sick? Will I like the taste? Just keeping it real.
Let me catch everyone up real quick. Back in high school. This was 2006’ish. I moved to Atlanta, alot different from West Virginia. The way people dressed, the way they talk (of course) and the most intriguing. The lesbians. At a young age you know what “gay” is and what is means to some extent. Now, coming to Atlanta, you get the total definition and some. To get on to where I was going. Pretty much, I found myself becoming more and more interested in women. Not that I wasn’t attracted to them back home. But, there aren’t too many gay girls out in the open about their sexuality. I mean a couple, It’s like a secret almost though. Because you won’t know unless you ask or otherwise if they tell you. So, IF there was a girl I liked, I kept it to myself. They would look at me like I murdered somebody if I even joked about something like that.
Going to school down here, I became comfortable because of the number of lesbians, bisexuals, bicurious women that went to my school. You have the studs, the “stems” and the femmes. Hell, Im attracted to all. AS far as when it came down to a vote though, I would most definitely go with the “girly girls”. STuds look, dress and act like a guy. If I wanted a man I would just be with a man. So that’s why I’m not too fond of a stud. A “stem” at some point they cross back over into a stud on the days they aren’t dressed like a femme. So I pass on them too for that reason.
Now that you all have some insight on why and when the attraction started. I want to tell you my story. A couple years back. I was invited to a super bowl party. It was me and one of my bestfriends and a girl I used to go to school with, she came along. We were starting to become close friends because she hung out with my bestfriend as well. We all make “gay” jokes. “your ass looks big” “damn you look good” smacking each other on the ass, kissing. All of that right? I would be lying if I said I didn’t like it. But, It’s just for fun, well for me It was. I’ve always been able to flirt with girls and not have any strings attached afterwards. I will say some girls would be on my mind more than others. Even then, It just wasn’t anything that serious to me. At the end of the day, I know I’m attracted to women, but it doesn’t mean I want to be with one.
Back to the party, a few hours before we started to get ready, hair, make-up, you know the routine. I got a phone call from Leah, the girl I went to school with that was coming along with us that night.
Leah: “I haven’t seen you in so long, there’s a park up the road from my house. Come over”
ME: “Ok, just text me your address and I’ll be on the way”
LEah: “okay sexy”
Me: (laughs) “bye babe”
Smiling all hard, I head for the door and get in my car, sat and waited until the text came through. While waiting, I start having flashbacks of sitting in class and damn near drooling on my desk looking at her. We barely talked in high school, but I damn sure noticed her. She was always real cool, sweet, down to earth. Still was til’ this day. She was shaped exactly like buffy the body. Ass just like her, small stomach, nice hips.
Even though we had just start getting cool outside of high school that is. We’ve exchanged some nude pictures of one another. Then, I started to think about that too. How she would out of the blue text me saying “send me a picture of your pussy” or “I can’t wait to taste you”. The more I started to think about it, the more I figured how serious SHE was. Me, It was just playing around with one another. In my head she’s attractive yeah, I like the pictures she sends me the things she says. BUt, I’m still not feeling her like that. Im just having fun. Once the text finally came through. she told me she wanted me to just come straight to her house instead. So, of course I did just that.
Walking into her house, It’s quiet. She was living with a family member at the time due to losing her job about a month or so ago. That particular family member had two kids. Nobody was there.
Leah: “girl I didn’t feel like going up there it’s too hot outside”
ME: “It’s not that damn hot outside, you tryna do something”?
Not thinking, I let all that slip out of my mouth, only as a joke. Obviously to her, she took it as a r.s.v.p. by mouth in response to a previous invite for some sex. At this point, I was down for whatever happened. I knew in my head I wasn’t going to catch feelings or want to be with her after this so I was ready. Plus, I wanted all my questions to be answered that I asked myself earlier. About the taste, the smell that whole deal. I was sitting in what was a computer chair and she was sitting indian style on the edge of the bed just across from me.
Leah: “come here”
I walked towards her, she came from out of indian style and opened her legs. She’s biting her lips, giggling. I was turned on at this point. Any worries or bad thoughts I had on sex with a woman at this point were gone. I was in the zone with her. Once I made it between her legs, I grabbed her thighs aggressively and began to caress them. She let out a soft moan, as to let me know she liked it. She pulled me in closer to her, we started to tongue kiss. Sucking and biting on each others lips. I start to feel her hands make their way to my breast. She squeezed them, and went into my bra and played with my nipples. Using her fingertips only and going in a circular motion, really slow. Which sent chills down my spine. She even managed to undo my bra under my shirt. To make the siatution a less tangled one. I told her to stop, I then took my shirt and my bra off. I wasn’t going to be the only one shirtless, so I took off her top and bra also. I pushed her down onto the bed and told her to scoot up more towards the headboard. We continued to kiss.
All of this touching and kissing has my pussy throbbing. So now we’re grinding with our pants on, I can feel my pelvic bone hitting hers so I know we’re grinding hard.
ME: “fuck this, take your pants off”
You’d think I had done this plenty of times. I’m suprised at myself at this point, and confident that I will cotinue to lead and I’ll be the one to finish. We’re both taking our pants off, she didn’t have on any panties, “she was ready for this to happen”, I thought to myself. Before I could even begin to take my panties off. She pushed me as hard as she could on the bed. Slid them to the side. She spread my now wet pussy lips apart. Im now Moaning, and swearing. I liked how she used her fingers too. I started to feel like I was about to cum already. Im grinding in circles on her tongue that was stiff inside of me and that twirled up and down my clit. I couldn’t stop it, I was scared to cum because I knew I was going to squirt. Not so sure If she had ever been with someone who has done so while she was eating them out. As the urge got closer and closer. I told her to move, I kept on saying it, over and over. She rejected to do so.
I started to squirt, to my suprise Leah liked it. She even pulled her head back to watch, and every time my pussy would contract she would follow with a soft moan. Leah swallowed every last drop of my juices. Once my body was no longer shaking and I was able to move. I leaned up, pushed her body under mine, and started to return the favor. I flicked my tongue up and down her pussy, I noticed how wet she would get every time I did that. I would switch it up and go to her clit, rubbing it with my tongue or taking my thumb and moving it a circular motion and using my other hand to finger her while doing that. I loved the sound of her moaning, she even said my name. I’m not even the one being pleasured yet my pussy became wet again, It’s throbbing, Im moaning while she’s moaning. It was like I could feel what she felt. I even liked it when she would pull my head into her pussy, she had a tolerable smell to her, and the no taste at all. Which made me enjoy doing it. I finally stuck my tongue inside her, next thing I knew she started to cum. I didn’t stop, at this point now Im sucking on her clit and holding her now trembling thighs. She kept trying to push me away but I didn’t want to stop until she stopped cumming. I got mines, and now she’s getting hers. Just what I wanted.
Once she got control over her body again. She gently rubbed my face, I slowly crawled up her body to meet her lips. We just kissed and held one another. I felt the same way I did when a man would hold me, alot more comfortable though. I know I said I wouldn’t catch any feelings. But, now. I think I like her, alot. I can’t wait to be around her again. She kissed me on my forehead and asked me If I would be her girlfriend. I laughed, and nodded my head yes.
So, at the end of the day. You won’t know how anything turns out until you try it. I never saw myself being with a woman. Now I’ve been with Leah for five years. It hasn’t been any drama, we barely have a disagreement on anything, and the sex just gets better every time.
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